Dying and The Voice

[Nixie]

Okay, I haven't spoken about this on ANY forum I have been on, but it it starting to neek away at me.

19 months ago (16/12/2009) I died on the operating table for a minimum of 2 minutes. My blood pressures dropped so fast and so far they didn't have time to stabilize me before my heart actually stopped. (I was under anesthetic at the time.)

I remember there was a voice and it told me "I would be led to where I am needed to be." I don't remember anything else from the experience. For a long time I had put it down to dreaming while under, but my aunt (an ER nurse) said it is extremely rare and uncommon for people to have 'dream' under anesthetic.

I didn't find out about dying until after I had come round and was in the recovery room with a nurse by my bed. she told me what had happened and I couldn't quite believe I had actually died.
I didn't think anything of it until I visited another family member (she is a medium) when she touched me, she told me I wasn't meant to be here.

I have been thinking about this lately and I am wondering what your opinions in the matter are.

Thank You

Nix

[watershield]

If your not meant to be here, you wouldn't be here.
I think your aunt misread the signs, so to speak.
I suspect that it's the other way around. You are meant to be here. Just a matter of time to find out why.

[Jen]

You can interpret what your aunt said in many different ways - it's all relative (excuse the pun).
I really wouldn't worry about it, try to live in the present. I have a feeling your life will gently guide you to where you "need" to be.

[Nixie]

I'm not so much worried about what she said, but I am intrigued by it to some degree.

[WulfcwenStar]

I would say your are meant to be here and that you were led back to where you are nedded, here and now.
Not sure what your Aunt meant maybe you could ask her if it is bothering you.
I was told that if you are meant to be somewhere you will be drawn or led to that place, so if you died and came back you are meant to be here for a reason.