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Post by mollimizz on Mar 29, 2009 1:26:36 GMT 1
Me, my hubby and another gal are in the bedroom talking; we are all on the bed. Some big black man charges in
and grabs something off the nighstand and throws it to the wall.
He then shoots hubby and the other gal, I plead for him to not
shoot me telling him I have no idea what he looks like.
Next thing I know I'm outside standing next to him and his car
and I'm climbing a ladder on the building...
Weird, I tell ya !
I've heard gunshots in dreams before but not like this !
ANY thoughts on this might help me figure this out...
It don't matter how off-the-wall !
Gentle Light
Mollimizz
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Post by mollimizz on Apr 3, 2009 5:53:40 GMT 1
Nobody has any ideas ?
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Post by Jen on Apr 3, 2009 7:29:22 GMT 1
To me this screams insecurity. Sorry I can't be more helpful.
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Post by watershield on Apr 3, 2009 21:04:57 GMT 1
I've read it, thought about it, but sorry.....nothing
Maybe just a late night snack saying helloooooo!
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Post by kolohe on Apr 3, 2009 22:30:14 GMT 1
Did he throw the clock off the nightstand? A drastic breaking from your attachments by a dark force you swear you'd never recognize, getting out and going up- I have no idea what that means. How's Gentle and Light working for you?
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Post by mollimizz on Apr 4, 2009 1:08:25 GMT 1
Did he throw the clock off the nightstand? A drastic breaking from your attachments by a dark force you swear you'd never recognize, getting out and going up- I have no idea what that means. How's Gentle and Light working for you?
Sis-in-law's bedroom is across from our's
her tv goes 24/7...
Could her tv's programs have effect on my dream ?
Kolohe...my signature Gentle colors Light
is directed at the threads poster or a specfic poster
where I identify person. With specific colors is also
being directed towards them, what my body signals they need.
Gentle Blue Light
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Post by kolohe on Apr 4, 2009 13:58:25 GMT 1
I am into transcending time, attachments and duality (although in a harmonious manner!) -probably read my own stuff into it.
I like your sigs. Light is illumination, it is truth. We can see it gently filtered thru our own nature and perceptions, some dim it down hide it thru fear and denial, some obscure and distort it with attempts to make it bend and twist to their own desires and map of what they think the world should be.
Clear skies this morning, chance of storms later.
Maybe it was just the wind.
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Post by mollimizz on Apr 5, 2009 6:54:13 GMT 1
Oh don't say that !!! A strong wind, 30-40mph+ makes my head feel like a giant rubber band around it and someone is pulling it  The Santa Ana winds we get here in Calif makes my head feel like ice picks going thru it. This is what I found in Mary Summer Rain's book: Climbing: Symbolizing an upward or forward striving Ladder: Denotes upward progress being made. Burgler: Characterizes an untrustworthy individual (this refers tho who ?) Bed: Cautions against overdoing. (it's been 5 1/2 weeks since surgery, I should be starting to heal ?) Gun: Warns of mental(?) or emotional dysfunctions. I usually get some good info from her... Can this be saying I won't advance on my path with him in my life ? Gentle Light Mollimizz |
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Post by kolohe on Apr 5, 2009 22:00:35 GMT 1
Can this be saying I won't advance on my path with him in my life ? Sounds like you may be feeling this way and I think I recall some other thread you voiced some frustration with your relationship. Before you change your relationship take some time to consider your attachments and mindset you bring to the relationship. Consider the causes and conditions that led to a feeling he might be holding you back. Two people can never be in harmony at all times, some conflict is inevitable. But these problems can also be an opportunity to cultivate patience, compassion and wisdom. I think it might be easier to feel peace, love and compassion for all mankind as a hermit on a mountain top, a grumpy husband and screaming kids can quickly squash all the serenity and insight I might gain after spending time in meditation. But most of us do live in the world, these family relationships are a microcosm, we can use these challenges to develop inner strength, see how others issues reflect our own. When we feel strong on the inside we can afford to be compassionate and generous toward others, fear and conflict avoidance on the other hand comes from weakness and is one of the things that obscures our light. I think there is a saying about if you think you're enlightened go spend a week with your parents! Also depending on what meds you're on at this point after surgery could be causing wild dreams. Maybe your relationship with your husband and your friends is a little based on the premise that you're unwell and have pain- as you heal and really get well and healthy some dynamics will probably change so get rid of that part and be strong and go forward. |
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Post by mollimizz on Apr 5, 2009 23:06:36 GMT 1
Kolohe...
Thank you for your words of widsom *hugs*
I'm not exaggerating or looking for sympathy, but
even his family can't understand why he treats
me like he does...
Example: He's jumping on me over trival stuff-as usual !
I was joking with his sister, telling her
"he'd better not piss this witch off anymore
tonight, I know a few curses..."
She said "do it ! He deserves it !"
I told her I don't want it to come back on me...
(tho there'd be no guilt !)
He's gotten worse over the years, after a fight just
before x-mas, he go physical with me; as a result this
already beat up body can no longer straighten up, my
head hurt worse anddidn't let up.
All the Hileman men have these anger "fits" where it
don't take much to set them off. G(hubby), spent a week
in the mental ward to help with this anger. So he's on a
mood stabalizer, but one has to assist the meds, also !
I've been wondering what this phase in my life is teaching
me...Thank you Kolohe for hitting the nail on the head !!! 
(that's what I don't like about new message boards...
the Gentle People don't understand my situation so I've
got to explain all over again *whew!*
I'm on the same meds I've been on for a long time...
Darvoset,flexeril, tramadol, elavil...
He'll jump down my throat over nothing, makes me wonder
if he's just trying to bring on the heart attack ?
He's also in pain from knees, hip, back...injured in Army.
He's said, even to Drs "he prays for the heart attack,
to get it over with." He's asked me to help him...! I don't
want that on my conscious.
All I ask for is just some understanding...
This Witch leads a complicated life...
Gentle Light
Molli
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Post by kolohe on Apr 6, 2009 20:52:26 GMT 1
Hugs and love to you!
Dream sounding less likely to be a bad burrito or background tv noise.
Follow your own light to choose whether to avoid, defuse or face down anger directed toward you (remembering it's not really about you). If you wait and see what happens this is a choice too. Hold onto your own energy, it is not your fault, if you do back down or walk away you are not defeated, maintain your own integrity and higher priniples.
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Post by kolohe on Apr 6, 2009 21:04:15 GMT 1
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Post by mollimizz on Apr 6, 2009 23:18:40 GMT 1
Thanks !
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Post by redwolf on May 18, 2009 2:51:29 GMT 1
Sometimes a dream is only a dream with no more to it than that. What did you FEEL? During? After?
I do not remember my dreams as a rule, all I know is I feel glad I don't anymore. But its the feelings I have when I wake up that tells me its my blessing I do not recall.
As for people and things, we dream in symbols, what we 'see' in not so much the object or person but what they mean, represent, to us deep down.
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Post by mollimizz on May 18, 2009 4:14:26 GMT 1
Would I be considered "cold" if I felt...elated ?
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